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i've been having trouble falling asleep again, or just getting tired at the right time. It's horrible, for someone who treasures sleep so dearly, im finding it really hard. And when i do leep its very disturbed, i cant stop moving, turning or cant get comfy.
The other day i had 4 hours sleep, the day before i had about 3 and a half hours.
I just dunno whats up with me, ive been getting rather emotional, quick to change mood too. Its not usually like me. I feel like screaming half the time. The other half i just want to sleep and just sleep away all the bad.
God i wish i could just stay in and sleep, all day, and just be so comfortable with it. But i know it wont happen.
Stuffs bringing me down, i dont like it. I kinda think i might be feeling how i did a couple of years ago. i don't wanna go there again.
I'm trying to keep positive about stuff, but its hard when its so blatently not going smooth.
agh >_<
i need my room to be tidy but i dont have much energy these days to do anything at all. If my room was tidy i could decorate and have a new bed, maybe thats the problem. I also need a work area, im getting into cosplay now so i need somewhere i can sit and make stuff, and draw too, i dont draw near enough anymore, its sad.
i need a hug and tobe told it'll all be alright and it actually be right this time
im so full of un needed drama
>_<
IN PROGRESS
Cosplays i want to doNeku Sakuraba (The world ens with you)
Chell (Portal)
Hikaru Hitachiin (Ouran Host Club)
Ema Skye (Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney)
Ryuta Ippongi (Osu! Tatakae! Ouendan)
Naruto Uzamaki (Naruto)
Haku (Naruto)
Kiyomi "Yomi" Mizuhara (Azumanga Dai-oh)
I am very tired 
Tired
Alice Love 
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Devious Comments
I know how you feel about sleep, I've been having such problems lately. I just don't get tired at the right time (hence me being online now at 2:18am and being wide awake). Normally I only get a few hours sleep nowadays ~_~ You're not alone, hun.
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It'll pass, and it'll figure itself out.
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But i have lived, and not lived in vain;
My mind may lose it's force, my blood it's fire;
And my frame may perish even in conquering pain;
But there is that within me which shall tire,
torture and time, and breath till i expire.
~Lord Byron
Cheer up, chuck!
MSN/Yahoo you later. x
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i went to sleep at about 1am last night, ive been up ten minutes and im absolutely knackered, im in pain, and my chest and head feel so heavy, i think this sleep thing is making me ill
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But i have lived, and not lived in vain;
My mind may lose it's force, my blood it's fire;
And my frame may perish even in conquering pain;
But there is that within me which shall tire,
torture and time, and breath till i expire.
~Lord Byron
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But i have lived, and not lived in vain;
My mind may lose it's force, my blood it's fire;
And my frame may perish even in conquering pain;
But there is that within me which shall tire,
torture and time, and breath till i expire.
~Lord Byron
i really dont wanna go to work, but if idont i'll just mope about and get more stressy, and if i dont i wont get to see leanne..
aghh LIFE STOP KICKING ME IN THE PROVERBIAL BOLLOCKS
msn/yahoo would be just dandy mate, ta
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But i have lived, and not lived in vain;
My mind may lose it's force, my blood it's fire;
And my frame may perish even in conquering pain;
But there is that within me which shall tire,
torture and time, and breath till i expire.
~Lord Byron
Hope everything goes better, you're not allowed to be sad, damnit! xD
x
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*~ Well then, I shall set up a new religion! The, er... Psychotic Bastard religion! ~*
Kuja of ~FinalFantasyIX-UK
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